My testimony

In the first chapter of the gospel of Luke, when Mary is speaking to the angel Gabriel she said in verse thirty-eight “Behold, I am the servant of the Lord; let it be to me according to your word.” I know she never would have chosen the life of misery, but serving our Lord was more important. I would have never chosen to live a life with A-T, but I recognize that serving the Lord is much more important than what I would have chosen. Mary probably didn’t look on this piece of news as a sentence of misery, but a calling for a special purpose. I choose not to look at A-T as a sentence of misery, but a calling for His special purpose. A mark. A brand. For His use forever wherever He leads me.
 Mary then becomes very grateful and praises the Lord in song from verses forty-seven to fifty-five. I am grateful God has blessed me with A-T and He will help me view A-T, not as a curse, but as a calling for His purpose and I know that all things will come together for the good of those who love Him and I will never stop loving Him.

My random musings

I feel like people sometimes cannot grasp the world (or worlds) I live in. I sometimes feel like I live in multiple worlds for instance; the world of A-T, the earth, the world of a Christian, the world of Joni and friends, the world of my family, the world of my friends, and the vast world of my imagination all within the galaxy of the Lord God our savior. I sometimes strive to make my worlds connect because not one of my worlds defines all of me. Technically I do not fit into either one of my worlds, because I am a citizen of heaven which is another world. So I’m like Rey a scavenger with no home and an attitude. Ha!